Life for me was always a struggle from the very beginning. I was constantly in chaos.

I was born drug addicted, was in abusive foster homes, was sexually abused and

harassed for years which led to cutting and suicide attempts. I always felt worthless

and not good enough and I had accepted that as a way of life. Following the suicide

of a family member, I began snorting crystal meth daily for over 4 years. I brought so many years of baggage and hurt and brokenness into that addiction and I was reckless.

I decided to start therapy and in that process my therapist told me about a program

I should consider. She knew I was still using daily and encouraged me to go.

I brushed it off. After my own suicide attempt that cost me several stitches and a nasty scar on my wrist, I realized I didn’t value my life and that needed to change.

I entered a rehab on November  2016. I stayed for 13 months exactly.

I broke down so many walls and had so much healing. The love of Jesus I experienced was indescribable. Because of Him I have had complete reconciliation with my family.

I decided to leave California for a fresh start and I now live in Arizona.

I just celebrated 28 months clean! I have a new life here and I am free.

For the first time ever in my entire life I am truly happy. Recovery is possible if you want it bad enough and with Jesus, anything is possible. I am loved. I am valued.

And I have worth, so do you.